oh no D:

got the blood work done which is what I was most nervous about lol

waiting to get taken back for an ultrasound now

ughhhh waiting for test results is the wooooorst though

that’s when I have time to be like “what if it’s cancer!” “what if my entire body is actually broken!” “what if it’s a rare disease that there’s no cure for!!!”

like frankly if it’s a hernia it isn’t that big of a deal in the scheme of things

it’ll suck and I’ll need surgery, but it’s not major

but here I am like MAYBE THERE’S A TUMOR

Nooooo ;; i’m Sure it’s just the hernia but I understand. I hope it’s nothing huge

results say no hernia but I also have several of the symptoms listed under “contact a doctor if” on my discharge paperwork lol so I’ll just go to my appointment tomorrow and be like “hey so”

geez dude ;;;;

normal test results are nice but ultimately unhelpful

yeah like, it'd be nice to know what it is