I'm both happy and confused by the kindness I've been receiving, not just lately but all this time. my reaction shouldn't be thinking that I don't deserve that much kindness, but in all honesty, I really can't help it. I'm an overwhelmed bean and literally crying right now. I want to give just as much kindness back. I love you all.

learn to draw proper full body anatomy and landscape perspective you coward

throw back to first year of uni where I literally cried due to having a hard time drawing a car in perspective, I hate it that much

lately whenever I took a nap, five minutes in and still half-awake I'd already have a dream playing at the back of my head. it really was not me daydreaming. weird.

so hungry and all I want is indomi and maybe deep-fried lettuce. it's 4 am.

NOT LETTUCE. CABBAGE.

I still think a lot about the mentai sushi I had yesterday. mentai sauce is a world wonder tbh, I'd eat it with just tempura crumbs and shoyu any day.