but then sitting quiet about things that concern me is physically tiring to a point and i tend to lean towards alienating behaviors when i don't express myself... it might be looking too deep into if but i feel I've been a bit more open these days again

feels weird to be told that i have no chill in such situations though, for me it's more of a matter of laughing it off, which is probably better than being legit anxious about what people on the internet, you never will interact with, will think about opinions you end up never voicing

it just feels like less of an issue if you point out how dumb it is and there is no one coming at my ass acting offended bc well, no one knows better than the op how petty they are

i mean i know it is said in a joking manner and i indeed run out of patience to both my internet anxieties and people's stupidity but when i speak up on public I'm far from angry. rather amused that i gotta deal with something so stupid?

idk I'm rambling but i guess it's gotten a bit to me when i expect my friends to know it takes a whole lot more than this to make me actually lose chill

tho i guess I'll hold back a little on calling out these things... don't wanna seem like a person that stirs up the conflicts

well i hope so?? maze made me think which is dumb considering maze herself doesn't really think outside of her negative mud lol

well she was just a conceited asshole she usually is I'm just concerned with the amount of "vii has no chill" comments snxjs guys I'm just joking around

(true tho i think i got blocked by few people already lmao good for me)

lmao tak to dobre leżaki w sumie, jak sie zastanowić to przecież gadzież twitterowska nie jest do tego przyzwyczajona xD chuj z maze inni też niekoniecznie

if I may, I think it's very easy for people to misunderstand when you're making a joke, esp if it's criticizing a certain kind of behavior... and it doesn't make people stop particularly either, p much the only purpose it serves is venting and finding ppl who agree with you so it feels better

that isn't a bad thing at all, it's just that people who value diplomacy can get a bit turned off by it I feel... I was a little turned off too, but that is me and my personal feelings bc I value staying civil in public. I think many people also try to stay civil which is why ppl say you have no chill

but still, there's nothing wrong with how you're acting since a lot of it is truthful and you're not afraid of the conflict so, you do you hon

that's not exactly the impression i got from people in question to be honest... It's not the "you have no chill" in a calling me out behavior rather "oh lol she's so done"... which i think they aren't used to since I've been pretty quiet on twitter for long months now. it's probably my mistake to show off like "this is the real me" as a reaction though...

though yeah I'm not afraid of the conflict and oftentimes it's better than keeping things to yourself for the sake of peace... except there is no peace in fandom spaces and people started to close off to avoid backlash so sth in me cracked like ahhh screw people on the internet, how can they even affect my life.

not that I'd jump into any fight anymore really but criticizing certain behavior is sort of refreshing if not even freeing so apologies for turning you off, a bit of this did me very good. i suppose i don't really find it as lack of chill though heh

mm yeah it's clear to me that you were doing it for your own good which is fine imo, there's just a point where it'd be good to concede to other opinions and be like "I understand the other point of view BUT this particular behavior is shitty" ... I mean u don't have to but it makes it easier for people to understand n not get stupidly offended

+ slightly related but the real you isn't like so salty, you're a nice person and I just wanna fight people who don't think so lmao