u 1 step ahead of me... good job mate u doin great even tho u know tat u r still in middle of pressure. lot of pressure. u keep goin like tat thing never exist, u keep pushin forward bcz u hv amazing mental and mind. meanwhile im here still stuck in the bottom of my cicle life, u say tat im "enjoying" my depress and negativity and i think ur right.
but im actually never enjoying this, im still stuck in the middle of something tat i think is soo big and i cant make good choice from this both side. im just keep thinkin it in my head and never came out as an action and tat me even worst since wat i do is only remembering something hurt and cant make any move to move on. #sadlief
