I dont even know why the fuck do I even give them the time of day anymore. I see them liking my tweets but never reblog to help support me especially while Im at rock bottom.

I feel shitty for bitching about such a thing, we're friends and I wanted to help which I did and the least I could expect back from them is the same support.

one of them got free art out of me that they use all over their twitch streams and not ONCE does he promote me. "art done by..." or anything. NOTHING. I drew it for him to help him get started on his twitch career .. thing and just.. Nothing. I feel kinda used even though Im the one who willingly drew him something.

Like. Should I feel this way? Im very 50/50 on if I should be bitching about this or not but damn i needed to bitch about it for sure because FML I am jobless, have 20 dollars to my name and Ive been promoting for commissions and Im just drowned out.

Depression is just the tip of the iceberg on how bad I'm feeling. Rock bottom is more like it.

but its my problem, no one elses and I just trying to climb my way back up without having to beg. Even though Im getting desperate enough to do so but I rather work for it.

offers hugs I wish I could offer more than just hugs, and acknowledgement, and 'reading' here.

shinotenshi22 thank you hon. I know a lot of people can't help I mean shit I'm one of those people on the reverse. so the most I can do is keep my chin up and keep working on getting a job/commission somehow. I'm just scared atm bills are coming up and I have nothing to my name

/offers hugs. It is scary. I understand well