I've been in a depressive spiral for Over Three Weeks and I am sorry i've dropped out of everything

I have accepted the spiral and started to express it to my roomies and like magic the weight has eased a little

does science know this miracle cure?

amazing, not supressing emotions makes them easier to deal with!

Anyway, here's a rundown on what's going on with my life:

-I have wonderful friends and an amazing fiancee, and living with them continues to be the best decision I've ever made in my life

-My fiancee lost his job so money is. tight right now. all of our Big Life Plans (paying off car, getting on our own phone plan, wedding, etc) have been pushed back. And it hurts. And that's okay

-Despite this, we're okay. We can pay all our bills. We're good on groceries.

- back on antidepressants

Sorry life's being obnoxious to you guys right now, hope it works out soon.

-My uncle passed away. I'm okay with it I just wish we had had more time to talk one-on-one?? I'm going to his burial service next week right after McElboys

EchoDoctor: Thank you babe! the firing happened a month ago so i've been able to process it. but yeah. It rots.

-I have to get my own health insurance in a month when I turn 26 and it is very ????????? scream

i literally need medication for my brain to not want to die so there's no way i can go without insurance soooo

-car insurance sucks

gentle touch!!! you should see if my psych will take you and see if you can be put on the antidepressants that work for ya

hurgle grugl

i am A feared

I need ADD meds too ;~; money is dumb let me trade art for meds

Oh... one of my favorite motivational online people just tweeted " you may not be where you wanna be, but it's better than where you were" and just. Oh man. that's me;

I know you are fear but switching will actively help you more