I have a lot going on RL and I just want my fun stuff

it is stressing me out so fucking much that my downtime entertainment and hobby outlets are falling apart around me and there's nothing I can do about it

like, the actual entire planet is on the brink of catastrophe, the country is an absolute clusterfuck, I'm dealing with a lot of uncertainty and anxiety about my life trajectory and long-term plans, and not to be macabre but my grandpa and my cat could die pretty much any time at this point so my family situation is perpetually on the verge of going to shit

and now even my dumb escapism is being taken away

I'm here if you need to vent

there is literally not a single source of stability or stress-free fulfillment anywhere in my universe, from the fate of the human species all the way down to my goddamn fucking superhero porn

feeling powerless about the state of the world because monitoring the environmental aspect of our self-destruction is literally your field?

don't worry just focus on your own career. oh, worried that you've chosen the wrong career trajectory and not sure you will be able to complete your education or actually find a job?

well at least you've got family and friends to fall back on. oh, all your friends are in even worse situations, and family is perpetually waiting on the other shoe to drop with several inevitable major upheavals?

well, at least you have your video games and social media for pointless escapism?

NO.

FUCK YOU.

YOU CAN'T HAVE THAT EITHER

I’m so annoyed they’re shutting down AvAc.

I fucking hate tinyco

this game had so much going for it and so much creative potential and tinyco crippled it every step of the way

I'm never giving any tinyco game another cent

/offers a lot of hugs and will give more in person if desired

this is A Lot at once and I'm sorry it feels like everything is coming down around your ears. I'm around also if you want a vent, pretty much whenever

also my best friend from college literally JUST texted me to tell me that she broke up with her girlfriend of almost a decade who is also my friend

so that's terrible news

and my other best college friend's relationship is on the rocks as well and there's a really good chance that won't last either. she was going to get married this summer and we were all going to fly out to see her in hawaii

it was gonna be so great to get everybody together again