pag mamatay kaya tayo, mababasa pa natin mga posts/rants and everything sa socmed? i wonder if i'll be able to know how people would perceive me when i die. will they cry?
When we're dead, we're simply dead. No social media whatsoever. Either buried or cremated in which you won't feel anything anymore. Is it worth dying before your time is up? I don't think so. Seek help, it's not too late.
You'll never know how people will perceive you, but those closest to you especially your family will feel the anguish, the agony, and the pain that you leave behind. They are the ones who will continue to live on bearing that kind of pain, because you didn't let them carry it with you when you were alive.
I had a friend who I lost because she didn't get the help she needed because she didn't even talk to her loved ones about her ordeal. Until one day, she decided to end it all. Her dad suffered the most and had a heart attack as soon as he knew. Died the next day. Her siblings and her mom were on suicide watch. It was terrible.
They left their home which is just besides mine a few years ago, and this incident happened when I was still in elementary and I'm 30 years old now. Everyone including me were never the same. I can see it in their eyes and I can feel the pain that even to this day still haunts them. Do you want your family, friends, loved ones to feel this way too?
Please seek help, it's not too late. If you're frustrated with the world just shout it out. I can say that this is a shitty, sick, sad, fucked up world but it doesn't mean that you have to end yours because of it. Please don't chase death, it will come to us eventually when it's our time to go.
fck im crying in class. idk how to respond. i just bought sleepasil and been googling what the effect would be if i drink it with alchohol before i read your replies. i dont know man. im just lost since last week pa
It's ok to feel lost, but just so you know, you're not alone with that kind of thing. It's ok not to be able to respond, you just need to listen. Same thing that someone needs to listen to you too. Because these things that you may feel, probably are things that are pent-up inside of you. If you need to shout them out, then do it here.
thank you dont get me wrong i dont need special attention, just a validation that im still worth it. and thanks for the words and understanding kasi mas napagaan mo pa loob ko compared with my real friends