I'm like

I haven't written anything in Forever so what if it sucks

what if I just end up bailing again bc real life and everyone hates me for being a flake

even tho I'd only be returning in the meme/psl capacity

idk who I'd even rp?? obvs I have a few muses who I can pull out effortlessly, but I've consumed virtually no media recently, and certainly no popular media

it's like. things are going gr8 for me right now: I'm engaged, I'm working in the salon at work and loving every second of it, I'm objectively happy

and I keep getting hung up on the one hobby I've loved immersing myself in since I was like, twelve

I don't think I've ever checked out from rp for as long as I have these last several months

I’m back after three years of hiatus and i love it but it can be totally overwhelming!

i feel like find a context where you can do something obscure and people'll still be into it

and then play your heart out

(i'm in a game where a lot of the characters are on the obscure side, and that's been a lot of fun!)

(but on the other hand, you could also just do psls if that worked, too)

bae

just discord me, we can go back to our silly psls. i miss them and you!!

never worry about picking 'em up even if they're like half a year old

ily all

I'm thinking I'd start fresh in terms of threads (tho not necessarily AUs) since I'm coming back from a 6?? 7 month hiatus???

I want things with all of you tho

I have so many new fun boys for you to bother

I only work 8 to noon in the salon tomorrow, and I have some social obligations, but I wanna sit down with my laptop and clear out my inbox, shuffle around my muselist

the one piece of media I did consume was the latest season of the resident, and my Conrad muse is noisy. I'll probs make a journal for him

you know, if anyone wants an ex marine doctor who is just learning how to share his Feelings

/raises hand

As long as you don't mind a giant man child with raging daddy issues who also happens to be the devil

i have a really good idea for conrad if you want! i can pp you or something?

yes!! go ahead and pp me, I'll get with both of you awesome nerds tomorrow I need to use the sleeps

Rest well