It's four weeks since we last saw Squeaps.
I'm a complete wreck - I can't concentrate on anything, I just want to be out looking for her all the time.
I can't sleep because I'm going over and over all the things we did wrong that evening, all the things we could have done better or sooner when looking for her.
I'm heartbroken.
I'm a complete wreck - I can't concentrate on anything, I just want to be out looking for her all the time.
I can't sleep because I'm going over and over all the things we did wrong that evening, all the things we could have done better or sooner when looking for her.
I'm heartbroken.
You did nothing wrong. You’ve given her a wonderful life with you, I’m just so sorry you’re going through this
thanks, we keep telling ourselves that she was so happy here. She loved going over to the little park.
I'm so sorry... 
Thanks KallistiBurns: We're trying to stay positive. A lovely lady contacted me on FB to say we could borrow the laminator she bought when her cat went missing. He was gone for 9 months then turned up in a park on the other side of town!