I got nightmares lately, but i can't help the fact that it is hard to wake up. I prefer the nighmare world.

Maybe it's true, the the all-american rejects song lyrics, "when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is so hard ..."

it was so much better there, at least a can be myself

at least in my nightmares, i can love somebody.

if there's anyone would mind to read all this craps i wrote, just for your note, it's not about "a boyriend".

That kind of thing is exactly not important for me.