onnnnne of the worst things about my work schedule is i get up before anyone that i actually talk to that actually validates my existence/doesnt make me feel incredibly obnoxious

so it's like ahhhh yes time to exist for hours in this state of constant fighting against my brain telling me that im dogshit and nobody likes me until someone wakes up to press my instant dopamine levels

also it's fucking cold

buries face in

it's so lonely

good morniiing

im off my first shift but i had like 2 hours of sleep last night so im gonna nap