Not that it really matters, but I lose track of accounts I have unless I tack them on something lol

Feels good tho to have it updated

I'm too lazy to make another plurk so I'll just use one like I always do but

I gotta get on top of my tags weh, like my brain has just fully nope'd out on me for a while now but its not like I don't wanna rp?

Just in a weird headspace I guess.

/pats

I think that's a Mood now. weird headspaces

Nothing has really changed for my day to days w/ the pandemic and I should feel like I have like MORE time if anything and yet

I still need to send corrections to this commission I got and I just feel stuck lol

maybe thats it, my to-do list is too long so my brain just crapped out for everything except easy ffxiv

It's because the energy of the world has fundamentally changed and not in a good way

It was nice to get caught up in ffxiv tho for sure but

hmm hmmmmm idk

I hope that in the night game continues one way or another cuz I got a muse I really wanna stick there. BUT then my brain also goes no, bad stop. You still need to get on the horse again w/ MoM

which I still love Tupp and Sun just got in tbh

Same re: mom and the horse.

Lemme try getting rid of this commission that's been hanging over me (Im not even the artist omg! I just need to edit it to show them how I want it finished god)

You can do it!

maybe slap myself about getting back into my daily vitamin routine

see if that unfucks my head a little

OOPS HI SORRY MY LAPTOP IS ANCIENT SO PLURK DOESNT AUTO UPDATE TILL I REFRESH

Ohh yeah! that could probably help too. (brains are weird.

OMG LAPTOP PLZ. be nice to Rio >(

I do agree tho ya, the whole world feels like its in a funk

I know my client I work for is feeling the same way. Nothing has changed in their day to day either really besides some differences in how we get their groceries

yet they feel restricted because they dont really have the choice to go out now

despite them 9/10 times not going out anyways

Yeah

it's the choice that is missing

Haha it's ok I've had this laptop since I graduated highschool its like

12 years old now?

omg

rio... did you marry the laptop when you got it? that's really old and long to keep it

I think what I miss the most is I wanna go out and eat at a restaurant. I can order in which is what I usually do/did but

Im craving like going out and eating somewhere lol

I did! I branded it w/ a berserk sticker

Here a picture I just took in the dark w/ flash on

Rio that is a sexy spouse you got there.

the only thing holdin it back from what I used it for anyways is the fact it's an old OS

it was before the like free OS updates for life thing w/ mac

re: the eating out thing: can you walk to the shop and get the takeaway? (or... drive thre I guess)

some shops still do delivery/takeaway yeah and that's already what I've sometimes done. Trying to limit that even w/ everything thats going on. I've been weak and got taco bell sometimes when Im really hungry tho

and before the lockdown I think ordered something or other from a restaurant to be delivered to my house

but nah its just the experience going in and sitting somewhere and just like chatting/playing on my phone w/ company I wanna do

I do that at home but I wanna do it in exotic locations

like olive garden

tho tbh when I eat at olive garden it's usually by myself and I order an entire table full of food lmao it looks really sad

but I have def done it prolly almost 10 times now

me surrounded by food alone playing on my phone: ah yes beuno, good experience olive garden ty.

yes come grate more cheese on this bucket of pasta and my salad and everything else

I have enough muses now that I probably should have a muselist lol

Do it! I find keeping track soothing lol, and there are easier muselist codes to use too

I'm def gonna. But not now, I was up all night on ff14 and having a v good conversation that makes me love Emet-Selch even more

omfg spark from pokego... i didn't know you played him at all but what a strong rio energy character

i feel you though on being too lazy to get back to the artists i'm commissioning with the changes i want LMFKJDH and also just... yes... updating muselists instead of actually rping...

i think there's no shame in being too tired for rp if the current state of the world has got you down but honestly sometimes i also just tweak a couple of codes on my journals or whatever and then the character feels brand new and shiny again and i want to rp

hoPEFULLY... THAT WORKS FOR YOU... MAYBE... LMAO

Emet is a mood lol, glad you’re enjoying 14 tho!

AND YEAH LOL I LOVE SPARK like I picked him based on looks back when there was nothing on them

There is still like, basically nothing but scraps of characterization but I love him so much he is def a character type I could play

Thus them on my muselist— and I was gonna app them to MoM originally. It was either Spark or Tupl

Tupp even

Also AUGH LIKE LOL why does it seem so daunting to send corrections lol I mean I straight up just told them but I wanted to think of some like accessories to add too so thats like.... all I gotta send to the artist.....

So like

Here is the sketches we approved (.... old ffx rp nonsense from highschool lmfao)

Then they sent this which is like its ok?? But Im not wow’d

LIKE we got beef they changed the tail lol but ugh w/e it’s basically done. I’ll finally send/compile the small changes so I can call this done

Was a wedding gift to my friend

Well a two part wedding gift, the first picture was:

Which I had to edit anyways lol cuz idk I was too tired to ask for adjustments LOL I was just like.... nah... I got this... /opens photoshop

Cuz the original artist posted

ANYWAYS LOL enough bitching about commission process stuff— I’ll try some character journal tidying and see if that helps my brain too. Sun’s journal Im happy with but Tupp’s is whatever lol. I finally got off my butt and gave it an actually journal style that wasnt default

Smh at Tupp

Some backend organizing of like threads and stuff tho sounds soothing

YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND these are really good pieces honestly?? but also big mood i've also been like "nvm this is the best i'm going to get" and just edited shit on my own LAUGHS

omg im sorry you guys have had such a tough time with artists getting shit right for you