lmao i fucking know i still have unfinished business with this "lady" right here but to think that she shows it explicitly on her social media thinking that i'll read it (i did read it in the end) after she fucking unfollowed me on twitter just shows that she's (kinda) desperate for me to realise lmao
well thanks for the "reminder" tho. the me from the past surely will be so fucking overthinking over such a trivial thing like this; the me now (hopefully) will be less overthinking (i still am somehow) but also chill bcs i intend to keep things simple right now.
hidup dah susah bro jan dipersusah lagi dah.
while i appreciate the fact that you guys are "trying" to make me realise, in the end it's my life and sorry to break your opinion (more like judgement) about me, because i'm not suicidal (though sometimes the lines get a bit blurry).
the point is, in my fucking defence i've said it once but i'll say it again; i'm not suicidal. just bcs i posted some things related to suicide doesn't mean that i really do want to kill myself. also, it's time to bring this amazing quote my friend told me, 
yeah bitches you can say a thing or two about me but at the end of the day i won't even care bcs i've learnt the hard way that sometimes we just have to focus on constructive criticism instead of the meaningless ones. so yeah, that's that i guess 😎