looking at my reading list, it brings me back to the good ol' days of blogging, and as always it always irks me to see how dedicated these people are to make such long written content.
kebayang dulu how pressured i was to keep up with the game to attract sponsors. Always feeling low and unimportant padahal saat itu kalau dibanding-bandingin, my numbers are ways bigger than most of my peers at that time, tapi selalu merasa "kecil"
I didn't know hot to appreciate my self, how to put a price to my efforts and personality. Always have the thought of everybody else is better than me, all while I was the better person.