I feel guilty about this. Like saying I'm going to come back and having ideas and then I don't. The app is mostly done, the journal is made, I just need to organize the stream of consciousness personality section into something coherent.

And I am going away this weekend and I have a photo shoot on Sunday so like, I won't conceivably have time until Monday.

And I ask myself... do I even actually have time to play? I have been so busy for so long.

But I need this. I need to be writing and I need to be, like, detangling an inmate, and getting into the story, and most importantly just doing stuff that involves sitting on my damn couch instead of being on my feet or sweating in a wig or whatever.

I think August would have just been a hiatus month for me anyway. If I had already been in a game.

I am worried though that she's gonna get taken. :/ Are reserves still a thing?

I think I'm also feeling kind of precious about being "right" and IC. I had this issue with Carol, too. I need to just... let myself be wrong and messy. And I sort of. have trouble with that. (oh look. a thing in common already. haha.)

But I just also want to play and not be so fucking stressed over my own shit. there is so much to try and juggle between work and costume appearances and the bf and trying to do. all the things.

vaguely wondering if the repeated attempts to cope by escaping into a fictional reality of my own making qualifies me to try playing Wanda also hahaha ha. ha

but I feel like there's something just. something I need to do with Sylvie. I don't know what. I don't know how it's gonna happen. But this is the character I'm all glommed onto and there's some kind of reason for it and this is how to figure it out.

i checked and there don't appear to be reserves (which surprised me actually, whoops) but! i haven't talked to anybody else and uh i would be Upset if some random person who hadn't even talked to me tried to app, so

i think you're good on that count

sorry for not getting to helping test her out orz i've gotten behind and rl stuff has been distracting

i'll hit you back on that in a few here

aninkywisp: Oh no worries my RL has been bonkers busy the past couple weeks!

i think Sylvie is a really interesting character and i would really love to play with her. i say it can't hurt to try and AC isn't super hard. if you want easier AC, i'm at ryslig with mobius too but lol that's. a lot of other stuff to take on, comparatively

(but AC is literally 10 comments and it doesn't even have to be on one thread.....it's very easy......)

(also i'd find it really funny if she showed up and also became a spider.....................)

Thank you! I've been in TLV before so I know the AC isn't hard, especially if you're really rocking some good threads, which I do anticipate. And I think she's a really good fit for the concept of the game. (And I do really like your Loki. I hear his voice in your tags without even trying.)

;o; aww thank you

i agree that she's a good fit, for sure. i think you can take your time with apping <3

nobody's poked me, it's cool

I tried replying by email but I'm not sure if I have that set up correctly? No rush on replies since I'll be busy tomorrow but if it didn't work let me know.

I see it!

Oh good I'm glad it works!