And illustration - I feel like I should do, because I trained for it. That's what I'm supposed to do. Therefore I pressure my own damn self about it and I'm precious about it. Way too precious.
So my drawings are stiff, and. I'm caught between not knowing the difference between what I want to draw and what I think I should draw, and I'm also not sure which one of those is Artsy Weird Shit and which one is pictures, pictures of Spider-Man