Mental health update: I have gone from not wanting to do ANYTHING to wanting to do SOMETHING but not knowing what.
I guess this is an improvement? Or maybe a lateral move... Hard to say
if you view it as an improvement, then take that as a success!
good job moving forward, i know you can keep going!
Thanks, man
of course! 
i'm cheering you on bro ;w; i'd take it as an improvement personally
You're doing great!