sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:45:23.000Z
Rambling musings incoming
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sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:46:49.000Z
I'm...not good at keeping in touch with people. I used to be, but at some point I started just...being unable to communicate, hating that I couldn't do it. It causes me to disappear a lot. Online. IRL.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:47:27.000Z
If my boyfriend didn't keep me held down as well as he does I'm sure I would have drifted off from him too.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:48:00.000Z
I just...get worried about getting clingy, so I go the opposite direction.
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sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:48:51.000Z
And even though I know it's not the case, I get to thinking before that even happens that people are getting tired of me. So I drift off.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:49:12.000Z
I keep trying to amend it, but it's hard.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:49:50.000Z
Even talking casually on the phone with my family is rough. I can't just say "huh. Uhuh." and leave it at that.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:50:09.000Z
I just feel moody.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:50:45.000Z
I love you all. I don't know if anybody sees this.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:51:16.000Z
But you all are always great for trying to play with me. Even when I fail at giving you anything good to play off of.
sosogomi
2022-06-01T03:51:37.000Z
I'm gonna go back to reading porn and trying not to cry.
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