i think this feeling is compounded by my DND campaign being on semi-holiday hiatus and feeling like i haven't been been more proactive with them and losing the drive to give a shit about ffxiv RP lmao

yeah games are fun

(i'm hanging in meme/psl land atm though)

FAIR... me too

i want my creativity juices flowing again, my brain is DRIED UP lately

I have these vague creative thoughts but nowhere to put them!! we suffer

i wish i had any at all ;_; this end-of-year has been so stressful my brain is like puttering along and i have to come up with a new DND character for an upcoming campaign

honestly i'm like, what expy do i wanna play bc i do not have the energy to craft from ground-up lol

honestly that’s fair, starting over is just really hard imo... at least having a jump off point is helpful

yeaaa i really wanna play a type that isn't typical for me, like super mean or bitchy lol but i think a friend may be swooping into that role so gotta think........

expys are the way to go

me wondering what knb characters i can mix together and not be too obvious lmao