would you believe that after my Wednesday job got "fixed" it still turned out to be such a nightmare

the next two days weren't too bad but a little disorganized and then Friday was just a lot and worrying if I'd make it home before the storm (which I did, that was good)

but I've been running on not enough sleep for too long, and I finally got two nights of regular sleep... not quite catch up sleep that I need but it's a start

I'm just still feeling rather out of sorts, so I am once again apologizing for my slowness and for just disappearing for days at a time

I end up coming home from work and crashing pretty soon after

I did manage to power through the rest of book 6 of twisted this week so that's something!!

and I tried to get on top of mental health things but like literally every place is like "we're not accepting new patients... and there's a waitlist but it's like 12 months out right now basically"

cvs had sent me an email about doing it through them and I thought you know what let's just try it

so I have an appointment for next Friday... if they don't take my insurance which I'm expecting them to not, one appointment is $130 so I'm like it's worth a try (I hope)

supposedly they can possibly help me to navigate the system and find someplace that will accept me even?? maybe that's too wishful thinking but again we'll see how it goes /o

Oof that's a lot, but at least the stress is over ;_;

/o\!!! I ALWAYS HIT ENTER INSTEAD OF \

YEAH...

next week is lighter!!!!

I have Monday through Wednesday, on call for Thursday and then everyone has Friday off so it's a little longer weekend for sure

but possibly a nice long weekend if I don't get called in lol

and if this appointment goes even moderately well...!!!! I am hoping

yay izzy!!!

Yzaksama !!!

freedom for Izzy