i feel guilty for being sad because like

i barely knew him, the group i was part of knew him for 10+ years

but im also just like. i slept on it and now i am just walking around crying like a sad victorian ghost

grief is stupid. i dont know.

It doesnt matter if you think you barely knew him. You knew him, and you're allowed to grieve

take some time for you. It's hard losing someone

regardless of how long you knew someone its still hard and rough to lose them suddenly like that

dont beat yourself up or feel guilty you're allowed to feel that way and deal with your grief

regardless im sorry about it