CW: depression/mental health stuff, disordered eating, weight talk
i hate so much that i'm so bony it can be hard to keep my floor clean sometimes, even beyond the usual exdys, because some positions fuck my bones all up; and i hate it even more now that i've been having back problems and haven't been able to bend over to pick up dropped trash at all 😞
really wish i could limit the amount of trash that circulates through here to start with, but dishes run out fast and either i bring food into my room or i don't eat, so. 🥲
i'm starting to get back a little more ability to bend down and pick stuff up, but there's so much backlog and some of it has most definitely ended up in places i am Absolutely Not Going to Risk Trying to Get It Out of Right Now, and it is very deeply fucking disheartening
me currently in recovery from a nasty cauda equina syndrome warning shot and waiting for a doctor's appointment about it, staring at the three protein bar wrappers that fell down and slipped under my bed at some point: y'all are gonna have to fend for yourselves for a while
god i wish that were me, i used to be able to do that but unfortunately bending my legs that way now fucks em up just as much 😔 ......shit the reach extender is actually a really good idea thank you. gonna look into that now