第一首：Taylor Swift - Death By A Thousand Cuts (Official Au...

Saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts
Flashbacks waking me up
I get drunk, but it's not enough
'Cause the morning comes and you're not my baby
這邊的get drunk是一個在好預兆當中很常出現的場景，我個人覺得很符合Crowley會做的事，畢竟他在第一季得知Azi消失後也是瘋狂買醉；最後的歌詞我認為也是蠻符合他結尾的狀態。

I look through the windows of this love
Even though we boarded them up
Chandelier's still flickering here
'Cause I can't pretend it's ok when it's not
It's death by a thousand cuts
這段我一開始聽除了chandelier以外沒太深入解讀但現在想想很可以代入Azi離開後他的書店的狀況，現在Azi離開了代表Crowley或許再也無法進入他的書店，只能從窗外看進去，看他們曾經花那麼多時間相伴彼此的地方，愛著彼此的證據也都在。

I dress to kill my time
I take the long way home
I ask the traffic lights if it'll be all right
They say, "I don't know"
這段也很符合Crowley的感覺，尤其是因為他會開車所以他感覺真的會看著紅綠燈自言自語。

And what once was ours is no one's now
I see you everywhere
The only thing we share
Is this small town
我想這也蠻符合Crowley一直以來的想法，一直都是他們兩個一起against the world，"We could have been us,"，Crowley是這樣說的。而在Crowley心中Azi捨棄了這一切，如同第一句歌詞。而他們在倫敦生活了這麼久，到處都是他們彼此曾經的影子。

You said it was a great love
One for the ages
But if the story's over
Why am I still writing pages?
所有的Would been, could been, should been都還在彼此腦海中發生著。

My heart, my hips, my body, my love
Trying to find a part of me that you didn't touch
Gave up on me like I was a bad drug
Now I'm searching for signs in a haunted club
我覺得第三句特別呼應到Azi對於那個吻的那個反應，他說"I forgive you"就好像是那個吻及Crowley的愛都是一種需要被否定、被原諒的東西。

Our songs, our films, united we stand
Our country, guess it was a lawless land
Quiet my fears with the touch of your hand
Paper cut stings from our paper thin plans之前在聽的時候都覺得united we stand這句莫名到很好笑但我覺得套用在CA身上完全就對了，第一季他們手牽著手、翅膀張開的畫面完全就是這句歌詞吧(不是

而他們的確也是兩個很lawless的存在，第一季是如此，第二季他們不屬於任何陣營後更是如此，這邊我想到Maggie跟Nina說他們兩個都沒有溝通過所以他們沒有底線、沒有終點、沒有計畫；他們所有的計畫就如同歌詞所說的paper thin。
曾經彼此的雙手都能帶給對方安慰QQ

My time, my wine, my spirit, my trust
Trying to find a part of me you didn't take up
Gave you too much but it wasn't enough
But I'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts
葡萄酒!!!我還需要多說什麼；雖然這首歌我是以Crowley的角度出發但我覺得他們可能彼此都覺得他們給對方的太多但被拒絕是因為他們給的還不夠。

第二首：Taylor Swift - the 1 (Official Lyric Video)這首我自己擅自覺得是他們靜下來之後可以配的，情緒跟上一首相比沒那麼強烈但心碎的程度不減。這首歌就真的是完全從Crowley的角度出發了。

I'm doing good, I'm on some new shit
Been saying "yes" instead of "no"
I thought I saw you at the bus stop, I didn't though
I hit the ground running each night
I hit the Sunday matinée
You know the greatest films of all time were never made
Crowley開車在倫敦亂晃的時候以為他在公車站看到了Azi。他的生活開始有了一些改變，他開始做一些他從來沒做過的事，獨自一個人。

I guess you never know, never know
And if you wanted me, you really should've showed
And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow
And it's alright now
這段殺傷力真的超強，他們長期處於一段看破部說破的關係之中，彼此對於對方的愛雖然心知肚明但在沒表明的狀況下永遠都有模糊的空間。

But we were something, don't you think so?
Roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool
And if my wishes came true
It would've been you
In my defense, I have none
For never leaving well enough alone
But it would've been fun
If you would've been the one
他們從來沒辦法真正的表明他們是一對，但他們的確是somerhing，無法言明的。他們本可以成為比something更多的，他們本來可以成為彼此的命中注定。如果，如果，如果。

I have this dream you're doing cool shit
Having adventures on your own
You meet some woman on the internet and take her home
We never painted by the numbers, baby
But we were making it count
You know the greatest loves of all time are over now

Azi回到天堂了而他可能在做一些跟行政有關的cool shit，但Crowley不會知道因為他早已經沒有關於天堂的記憶，所以他只能作夢。他們從來不是完美的天使或惡魔，但他們總是努力完成他們的角色；他們的愛也不是普通的但他們一直在努力著。
他們的愛何嘗不是the greatest love of all time，他們的愛強大到可以阻止世界末日。

I, I, I persist and resist the temptation to ask you
If one thing had been different
Would everything be different today?
我想Crowley應該也常常問自己他是否哪裡可以做得更好，或是如果當初他答應了現在事情會是怎樣。

We were something, don't you think so?
Rosé flowing with your chosen family
And it would've been sweet
If it could've been me
如果他們還在一起，他們會是彼此的家人，啜飲著美酒，而那會很甜蜜。我特別把這段拉出來講是因為這段人稱變為了"I"，而我說這首歌我是從Crowley的角度來解讀的，我相信他會覺得這段描繪的畫面很甜蜜，儘管他是個惡魔而惡魔不該覺得任何東西是甜蜜的，但當然，Azi總是可以打破他的一切原則，所以他一定會覺得很甜蜜但他不會承認。

世界上又多一個兆學家了

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