also seen as distractions to my poor bleugh brain right now: wanting to play more bg3 to know more even if I don't personally play the characters (and because it's fun), wanting to watch someone play ff15 so that I can see if I can rekindle the Ignis muse (pun FULLY intended), trying to go over tdms again to see if there's more tagging/characters I could do

why am i like this u_u

oh and also the handful of mobile games i've seen people playing from recently that I want to play/keep playing, potentially other ideas for CR because i totally should be starting new threads when i haven't finished others ugh, wanting to watch a playthrough or try to play disco elysium for myself as well

and i found a song that actually made me feel super motivated but I want to watch things too because i'm overwhelmed and i'm causing problems for my own brain I guess

sorry this turned into me complaining bleh

there's never enough time in the day!!!!!!!!!

THERE REALLY ISN'T