I'm sorry to everyone for being completely MIA for the past....month basically??

I have been dealing with a lot of family stuff, work stuff, mental health stuff and not handling it super well (although it's starting to get better now)

I do regret that my instinct when I'm dealing with things is to retreat from people, so I feel bad I've been out of touch and not around for people!

on top of it I have been the past week or so and it's not like, the worst it is pretty miserable

Not covid, I dont think at least (tested neg)

I was up all night last night coughing though and generally would LOVE for this thing to wrap up and go away now, please

I feel like sometime in August I got pushed off the back of a truck and basically since then my life has been in TOTAL disarray

and I'm really struggling to get back into any healthy habits and routines

I do think being sick is gonna be a good catalyst

also its autumn, I'm really eager to spent more time outside

hell yeah dude

we gotta do FALL ACTIVITIES

also: it october. horror movie season!!!!