idk why. I had a good day, I think. but my mood crashed lol
and now I am contemplating whether I am pretty, whether anyone could ever think I was attractive and do sth about it.
and now I am contemplating whether I am pretty, whether anyone could ever think I was attractive and do sth about it.
bc the thing is. I am not sure I would. or could. bc I don't look at people and think they are attractive to me, objectively handsome/pretty, yeah, but I am not attracted to strangers
and I don't know what to do about any of it
so I just. navelgaze
oh mood
compoundeyes: isn't it just lol
I fell asleep on the couch for like 3 hours after making this plurk too lol
hey a 3 hour nap is always helpful imo
did it help you feel better?
No 🤣🤣🤣 I am feeling worse both physically and mentally tbh
it's now 2 am sooo