it's always like that, right? at the beginning it is fun. in the middle of the mess, it begins to feel disinteresting.

hm...maybe one can incorporate some kind of reward system, that keeps things fresh

i tend to overreward myself. haha.

that's what the cake conversation is about??? I mean really?

nah, food is just one way. i tend to indulge in buying books and silver stuff. ha ha.

about the cake conversation? it's just my partner's way of trying to deny that he in fact wants more cake as well...

ok...seems fair....being a gearslut myself

wow, we have so many things in common! haha! *am contemplating in buying either a new set of yukata or folding knife*

yeah like "My life would be sooo much better if just I had this and that"..

.or even worse "I just can't DO it without this thing!!!"

sometimes i feel the same way! even though in the end i need to remind myself to be thankful with what i have.

yeh...indeed

in fact, I see it as a vague escapism...

and a rewrite to "The grass is allways greener...etc"

but in the end, i have to admit, that in the cases where I end up thinking that way, it's because I'm not emotionally connected enough

to whatever i might be doing

true, kind of hard to ignore emotional connections...

maybe not...just need a recipe for impulse control...(which is not made of sugar)

boy, i wish sugar could solve everything!

yeh, I quess what I really meant was that without passion things seems hard to get through...for me at least

yeh, I quess what I really meant was that without passion things seems hard to get through...for me at least

it's a sad yet intriguing fact of life.