the cough is coming back. damn keep coughing blood. it's painful.

i'm gnna sleep thru the pain. I hope he will let me go out of this relationship. i'm so tired of it alr.

if you are holding onto me just to make me suffer. please don't. i can't take it no more.

sad ,dissappointed and upset about what's happening right now.

my head is in pain again. and coughed blood. haiyy.

wide awake now. he called me yesterday night but i'm asleep. damn.

i feel like dying. so much pain in my head.

Kiss on the cheek, he likes you. Kiss on the forehead, he cares about you. Kiss on the lips, he wants you.

should i tell boyf about my sickness? hmm..

damn , it's blood again. gnna stop smoking seriously. i wnna stop!