Little by little nagsisimula nako na ayoko na makipag interact ayoko na magsalita ayoko na magbigay ng say or opinion ayoko na makipagusap ayoko na may kasama gusto ko nalang magisa gusto ko na nasa iisang lugar nalang ako gusto ko na hayaan ako na maging ako ayoko na magpanggap ayoko na ipaliwanag sarili at ayoko na mag kwento sa madaling salita I give up🙂

sa totoo lang I wanna shut down everyone I wanna be alone I have this fear kasi na baka ung tulong na binibigay sayo sa bandang dulo isumbat di na kasi genuine yung tulong kapag idinusumbat kasi diba dapat kapag tulomg bukal sa puso walang hinihingin kapalit. We ayun at chaka I have this fear na iiwan lang din ako ng lahat sa dulo and it's happening! perfect

natutukso kong gawin ung mga bagay na di ko dapat naiisip na gawin haha sinearch ko pa pano gawin ng mabilis nalang para tapos na if this continues I dont know whats next maybe laughing full of joy people because theres no such person anymore atleast everybody happy hahahahahhaha kidding.

dahil sa susi binugbog hahahahahhha

nagcocompose kami ng kanta ng kasama ko ang angas niya lang kasi ang bilis niya mag compose tas ang ganda ako ambag ko lang liliit

I am overthinking about things na di ko naman din control haha how weird it is having feelings for someone who did not know I exist. Being hurt even if from the first place before it started I know for a fact that I am just going to do this love thingy from a far even if I wanted to step it up it is impossible. He is a star and I am just a dust.

nakakaiyak tangina talaga pagganito sarap mag solo nalang sobrang sakit talaga as in shet gusto ko na magwala 🤧

Finally Im done sakit ng ulo ko tulog nako

Why cant I stop?
I wanna stop crying
I dont know how to stop it
I just want to sleep why does this have to be so hard

I wanna shout everything inside me let it all out go to an open air with no one there wanna shout everything I wanna Cry without holding it in I wanna breath I just want to go somewhere where no one knows me I can be just me and I can be angry, I can be sad somewhere I can be what I feel say everything without being judged and misunderstood. I just want me.