and I feel so unwanted so extra so unloved. like why? what did I do? why does nobody wants me

and the saddest part is I treat them both like my life but they don't feel that way towards me

it's so saddening like how x has j and b has his own group of friends and he finds me irritating

guess I have to just carry on like this

especially after hearing what b said. actually a bit insecure but.

it's really a bit tiring and a little forceful

now I geddit when people say "so tired of smiling"

just that if my results were better and people could be more sensitive to what they say, yesterday would've been a great day

quite satisfied actually LOL

YAY HEHE YESTERDAY AND TODAY 回头率创新高