too strong for my own good but

I'm strong

I'm not weak n pathetic

I'm alive n sober

time to pick up all my feelings and walk away

fall back down on the cold hard ground, with no shoulders to lean on, nobody to talk to, nobody that cares about me, nobody that loves me

I always thought that my life is changing for the better but I guess when I'm satisfied and contented with my life, I will just HAVE to fall

I have a sad life. no doubts about that

guess I was wrong

maybe it's bcos I care too much? I'm sorry for asking you if u are ok but I just thought maybe you wouldn't feel left out that way