I'm back..

I'm confused what must I do next week, when I meet them. Oh my God, please give me the bravery to face all this problems.

I think they relize that I feel sad because I was crying when they call me. eventhough I already tried to cover it

just now, they call me, and tell the truth to me..

you always spend your time every week to teach me, but I make it failed.

I know both of you don't have plurk but I intentionally write it here. Because I feel so guilty to you

thank you my arranger, benita vania and melissa stella. both of you are very good and patient when teach me.

I can't imagine, if I come today and heard that bad news. May be, I can cry there and make myself more embarrassed again

luckily, I decided not to come to the course today.

I only can pray for you, may you can be success to play the song of the other and can go to the international