thought for long . maybe I am not the one to be disappointing. because you were the one who made this promise. and you broke it. you shld be the one. not me at all.
we need to learn to detach from other people. even families. at some point of time in life, somethings don't go in favour of you. and you feel disappointed
denial does not work at all. it just delude ourselves from the truths. what can be done more effectively is to first acknowledge them and move on. & don't ever turn back. becos they don't deserve at all.
the only reason why we get stuck onto something is because we care about it. maybe it is impossible for me not to care, but at least, I could care about something else more than it. and I need to. I have to.
I know I have to move on. I need to have the courage to look away. I can't keep thinking about it. I need to stop. I need to see the bigger picture. to understand everything.
always overwhelmed by so much of facts figures and information that made me hard to learn one at a time. I shld just keep in mind that learning is always taking one step before the next.