I FINALLY AM PLAYING FFXVI AND I'M A WRECK WHAT WAS THAT FLASHBACK SEQUENCE WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN LONGER I AM SOBBING

I know he will settle down after he gets settled in, but my fiance with his ADHD going full max and him max energy mode is super hard to keep up with jkshfkjdshfks I'm so tired.

nothing like getting torn in 20 directions between work, wedding, fiance moving, car stuff, appointments, and the wish to escape in the fic I'm writing but being so emotionally shot I cannot focus

I should have just went to the courthouse lajskdjksjajna

my cycle decided to kick my ass and not only do I have a fucking wedding dress fitting tomorrow but I am too fucking tired to write something coherent instead of just rambling in DMs

screaming

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I love them....

Ah the memories...

Legit kinda worried people are expecting me to ship femdom Jill/Clive and write for it (a few readers have implied as such) and idk how to explain I actually heavily dislike childhood friends as a romance trope LAJDKNDKDM So there is a high chance I won't write them. SORRY. Mind elsewhere shipping wise atm but to be determined.

I must be proud of myself for this week. 2 oneshot first drafts done, two computers built, and I finished a book. Crazy how much relief I feel with those off my plate.

Was terrified at first because I'm rusty AF building PCs, but partner's rig has been successfully built and is running like a dream.


Tomorrow maybe I'll finally build mine and see FFXIV at max graphics (bc I've been running an RX580 this whole time)

When you procrastinate on everything you are suppose to be doing to instead start up a neocities to host your own fanfic on as a back up.

Overwhelming and satisfying and nerve-wracking all at the same time.

If only I didn't have to go to work tomorrow.

Begone customers! I have fannish needs to sate!