i want someone to tell me they appreciate the things i do for them, for once

but i still think of you all the time, and i wish you could see this... this is the only place where no one will judge me.

Its been almost a year. we havent talked since then. we're no longer in each others lives. although it seems like i hate you,

i felt so nervous.

just save me.

i feel fucking insane. i feel fucking horrible

i guess so.......................................

you probably wont believe me, you think im using you, you think im joking. but im serious. but i turn around and you're already happy.