I honestly can't believe that in the midst of her preparing my files for court this morning, she just upped and left, to BUY KEROPOK?!?! like wtffffffffffff

Some days are darker and harder than others. A habitual routine is so important on days like this. Because otherwise I'd just lie down on the floor and start crying.

One of my closest friends got married a few years back. Like he's super close. I used to be able to tell him everything. But his (now) wife I think doesn't like me very much. Told him to stop being my friend. While I wish I could respect her issues, I really really miss my friend. It's purely platonic!

This covid is giving me anxiety, clients yelling at me is giving me anxiety, my court cases. I'm honestly so tired of all of this.

This client is such a bitch. I hope she dies of covid.

3 years in and I still get anxiety and panicky from dealing with clients. I rationalise it as it being their fault (for not complying with regulations and me calling them out on it). But them being condescending and out right shitty doesn't make the anxiety or panic go away.

Tbh I've been so disensitized about the high number of covid cases because I'm expected to put those concerns aside, go to work and function like everyone else going to work is immune from covid.

do I secure a new job first or resign first?

Tbh thinking about 2021 is already making me anxious and panic especially if it's anything like 2020. I hate this...

me : oowhh Mark Ronson 🤤🤤 yesss.

he's 45 years old and looking fine af.

also me, when my mom wanted to set me up with a 45 year old.

me : Ew no! he's closer to my dad's age!!