im sorry that Im not perfect enough for you

oyasumi. jaaa

mune no pocketto no heya, kimi no kieta nukumori wo sagasu yo.

its hard to act hyper and cheerful when you really feel depressed and feel like crying inside. But as long as you smile, its all worth it.

its so hard to be hyper

im not sleeping tonight.

zutto soba ni iru kara

i feel so useless

You know you're very scared of someone when you start to abuse yourself once you just hear his name.

jaa