i am not inlove, but it hurt when i had this dream; felt betrayed. 'twas sad when i saw her with the dude.

but there comes a time that i have to.. sigh. it's like before, i couldn't choose. i took so long that i lost everything.

it's so funny how these two groups dont like each other and they hate me for not picking any of them. I don't like picking :|

embarrassinggg. they saw my guam house :/

you know what's sad? i'm back to reality.

dammit. why did i have a feeling it would be cancelled. fuckk i thought it would be the highlight of my trip. probably my last.. shit.

dammittt. first: talk to chic(if coming) second: go vengeance!

surprise..chic.. HAHA awkward!

ah yes. finally new casual shoes. i only need running shoes for parkour now. btw, i wonder if i should get that jock jacket worth 5000..hmm.

psh, fine then. ignore me :|