guh
i exist

yay

struggling to find solace even in the things i used to do

games with pvp makes me want to kms

when people tell me they read my journals i'd be flattered, but filled with more fear than joy

because they make me think how they would probably feel about what i write

i regret making it public sometimes
jeez

some people i know do write journals
but they seem to just stop after a while.

it's a bit funny how a silly hobby of mine has lasted this long

the nothingness feels real enticing sometimes

it's august
time flies faster than i think.

:3

sometimes i forget this account exists