Am I stupid for caring? Am I STUPID for wanting things fixed? Then really...i'd rather be retarded

Im growing a year older...oh god another year to old age...good grief...

Birthday tomorrow...sigh...nothing much to look forward to, trouble with friend's and a crush...not much of a day to enjoy...forget the day.

Im sorry

I just hate life...I hate this whole mess, i hate it without you around. It's my stupid birthday soon...and I dont care.

just...goddamn the stupidity of my mistakes....sigh...

oh wow...the online game i play has a birthday quest for me...its abit early though hahahaha!

It...really hurts...you know how it feels to hate each day? Do you know how it feels to live everyday, unhappy? I just want you BACK

So...to the both of you, one of you found love... the other found "happier" times. Does it really warrant replacing friends?

I...miss ya...miss talking to ya...miss how things used to be