gnhawa ko na ka compress sang pride ko and appreciate that they are there even if I hate what they're doing to me. the, daw wala lang.

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i haven't even personally seen all my first cousins. I hope someday they'll consider visiting.. since they have the money. so sad.

so after beso beso witha so many aunts and uncles, i just sit at the side and play with my phone.

just went to a wake. everytime I go to a family get together, it really disappoints me not to have a sibling nor a first cousin around.

it's just sad how it has to be this way.

..because I know my dad's hurt too. that's why he's being this way. And I'm all he's got too that's why I can never hate him.

I wanna be so mad at my dad but i can't because he's the only one i've got.

it;s just sad.

I kinda trap myself in my room every night.