Why do you expect me to be smiling and pretend like nothing has happened before? Do you know what kind of feeling is that. Heart-break.

I wish everything is just a nightmare, everything back to square one.

just let me continue staying in my lala land.

my tear is still in my heart, & I will learn to let it go. I'm quite tired, feel like dying.

I really want hugs badly, I scared i can't hold on anymore longer, i may collapse anytime.

my whole body is shaking, i want your hugs badly & your care. But i guess, you don't know.

I willing to give it a try, even though I know myself I can't. >:

I will try hard to smile.☺

I can't let him down. I promised him, I'm sorry. I really don't know what I'm thinking, my mind went wild.

Do i really Love you? I don't wanne think anymore, let alone Love. What's world without Love? I don't really need one.