i still longs for this

the only thing you left me is those words that you dont mean it..

stop saying that you love me,i know you dont mean it.

i can be deaf (-.-)

irritating mother,irritating brother,everything IRRITATING!

i hate staying at home,irritating!

im just not up to the standard to replace her in your heart..right?

when you say you like me,do you really mean it? ):

i dont wanna be alone..it's very scary.