this is me trying to fish/gauge interest. If I put Jace up on the TDM would anyone bite? 🐠

Who just bought almost $600 in Legos because she’s depressed as fuck? Not me nope. It’s on a credit card it doesn’t COUNT.

Well fucking fuck that all the way to fuckityville.

Just as my health started to improve early May, work took a nose dive as we had about 15 people quit or retire due to numerous bullshit things that have been simmering for months and so now we are so short staffed we are on emergency staffing. That means 4 12 hr shifts a week and 16 hrs of mandatory overtime a pay period. I am //exhausted//.

sigh

| who should I play from your canons??

I have officially dropped Jace, and am stupidly emotional about it. I am very much open to PSL plotting with him or any of my characters on my musebox though. I hope to reapply with him when my health improves. I'm gonna miss all his CR so fuckin much.

I am starting to realize that although I am technically “recovered”, my actual recovery is just beginning. My energy and focus levels are still incredibly low, and I think I’m gonna have to make myself accept some hard truths about what my rp activity can be. Except the idea of dropping Jace makes me want to cry.

I am so fucking sick of being nauseous all the damn time.

🎂🥳