sian I wanna cry I'm close to tears I just wanna go home now

jiayou Lisa.

irritating

God gave me a sign. I just need to trust more.

school is just for show. bloody show.

I'm going crazy I swear. I just want school to be destroyed zzz.

I can't say stuff even on twitter cos I know she judges me as well. even though she's the only one nice to me.

I just wished everyone can stop carrying about looks and popularity and just slow down and ask if I'm okay just cos I'm not and no one knows

now everyone thinks I'm just quiet and nerdy so thats okay. teachers think I'm bubbly and happy and coping well so that's fine. yeah fine..