i had it with this. i just want to leave things as i want it to be. i'm gonna freak out

but you family just don understand what the fuck we're feeling. u just think that i'll cook and pay bills for you then i'm a good kid ?

i'm doing the right thing. i just want to care for everyone i know.. i just want to love her like the best i can.

i want this.. but somehow its not being given to me.

fuck this .. 4 am in the morning and i receive a call from some jerk and tells me he's my dad ? HE'S DEAD.

to give you a nice massage and just relax

gosh ! thinking back into the past just makes me cry so badly. LOL. gotta stop ><

being too emotional

tears running down one eye. o.o

haha. he said i look emo :X