this week has been soul-sucking but at least I had a dash of amusement this morning seeing a discord friend request from "[location]_nice guy" lol thank you for making it extra easy to throw that request in the garbage

super fun to start the work day with construction going on right outside (like a couple feet away on the neighbor's property) and they'll probably be at it all day. goes great with last night's stress -.-

some event thoughts/plotting

[venting] me: just trying to have a decent day
my sister texts: "hey do you remember when mom was diagnosed with X?"
me: ....
internally: why yes I remember when and how I found out, thanks for making me immediately think of the traumatizing moments associated with this

Any RP wishes for me and mine?

September thoughts and commentary

I don't know why it's impossible to get a haircut I like but at least it's short again. and it'll probably look better once I color it. or at least it will look different enough I won't mind it

it's been kind of an up and down day, not on account of anything acute, just Life. my manager continues to be lovely but that was really the only 'up' part of the day. I'm kinda struggling, tbh.

but I've committed to a haircut tomorrow after work so I guess I've got that going for me

life continues to do its thing. I'm going to try and touch RP or otherwise be around later. miss y'all

I promise I will tend to RP stuff when I can - at least AC and owed tag-ins and the thing I just put up for Mara this week - but it might not be until after work tomorrow. the last 24 hours have been rough and I'm really starting to feel it