I don't know what other things I can be good at. God help me. Help me keep my sanity. Help me help my family and myself. I know I am not destined to win the lottery to solve this conundrum.

I am tired of teaching. It is no longer worth it. I can't be a programmer or a systems administrator or related to it because I am not that good. My interest to the field is no longer there.

I am an IT graduate but I am not good at programming, configuring the network, troubleshooting PCs, making software, and even know the latest stuff related to the field. What other field I can be good at?

I always think I am good at something but somehow I am unable to produce results and unable to prove I am good. I never have a significant achievement that equates financial gain and personal happiness.

I think there is nothing more in me to be unleashed. I have reached my apex and that apex is lower than average. I am obsolete and I can't sustain my ambitions all through the years. Forever mediocre.

I still have lingering regrets of being an IT graduate. If I have taken AB History, I think I will end up worse.

Thank you Lord that my sister is now a graduate. Now to find a job. Hope she can work in a good company.

Thank God for the shift of the academic year! I hope my GSIS membership will be processed in time so I can loan.

Being an IT graduate, you will easily become obsolete if you are not able to update your skills and knowledge at least a week. I AM NOW OBSOLETE.

Being offline is beneficial though. I am cutting on the number of websites to visit.