sad ako for moon bin... hayy

baby girl. tagu. nite. grey. piney.

pets 🤍

for the last three weeks god gave me a good health... after easter, however, god made me realized how vulnerable my body is. caught a gastro-virus thing and it somehow knocked me down for a day... my cousins were worried coz i turned super pale that day. i will not be normal again i guess.

manifesting Visa approval in June.

sulat ko lang dito... sad area sa hospital ang admission section. nung nagpa brachy ako, i was sitting there waiting for my turn, dun mo mawiwitness na ang panget ng healthcare system natin... u want quality service pero need mo rin ng pera... nakakaawa lang ung ma witness na distress na ung tao tapos magmamakaawa pa para ma treat.

dear me, normal lang daw na mababa ang platelet after treatment. wag mo madaliin ang sarili. eat healthy food. develop a healthier lifestyle. it’s been 16 days since your brachy. pakalmahin ang isipan, kahit nakakapagod at nakakatakot. laban lang. para sa platelet...

i miss my pets...

i am done with brachy. ung pakikibaka na lang ng hemoglobin and other stuff na lang.

i am scheduled for brachytherapy tomorrow. my hemoglobin has been crazy for the past two weeks. did not realize that i would be very anemic.

ahhh dami kong fears. lord, basta makayanan ko lang. kaya naman ng ibang cancer warrior friends. kaya ko din. nakakapagod lang pala. ndi ko alam na traumatized na pala ako.

radiation is done. brachytherapy naman next.